and welcome to anyone who stumbled onto my inner world lmao. Dear visitor, trust me, you are most welcomed. There isn't a "I don't want the world to see me cuz I don't think they'd understand" (btw that's such a good song) sort of complacency here. But remember, please respect others' perspectives. Every one of my stances, hobbies, values, or habits can be really naive or ignorant, but that's the worst that can happen. Shouldn't be anything personal, so I would really hope you would not make judgements about me personally. Then when do I judge, you ask? I don't know, in person? What I mean is, no matter how wrong I seem or how weird I am just please believe that it's not fixed and that I will get "better", if there is such notion. I know it's hard but it's important to try not to, especially when this is my house! Nah I'm only kidding. But yeah, don't feel bad if you once judged someone without even getting to know him/her or if you somehow did it to me, no matter negative or positive. It's ok, it's fine! It really is. It's human and the other side is hard to get to. Yeah, I mean, in all fairness and honesty, I need to do more of this judgement resistance myself with my snap reactions actually. And other than that please, please make yourself at home. Take a deep breath and relax! It's beautiful. I mean, everything is. ^_^
Just trying to use writing to organize some of my more developed random thoughts. Jesus christ I could edit this all day long. This is such a sacred place for escape. It's just me here.
November 1st, 2025
James
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